Gods design

the spider.


About ten days ago, a medium-sized spider came to nest at my bedroom window. 


Every morning since then, I would do my morning ritual, of pulling up the blinds, and there he would remain.  


Quiet. Steady. Waiting.  


I really didn’t pay him (or her) much mind; until this morning. 


As I stood at my window, wiping away tears cried over dwindling bank accounts and an endless bout of morning sickness, I could hear His voice. 


God wanted me to watch the spider. 


It was then that I realized that this eight-legged artist was sent by God, for me.


The spider didn’t budge.  




Completely still. Fully content. Waiting for God’s provision.  


The spider was surrounded by a masterpiece. A reflection of his hard word and perseverance. 


As a master web-weaver, the spider’s God-given ability to create something so incredibly complex and beautiful, is quite a feat for something so small.  


The fact that he can’t even see the full picture of what he’s created, at least from our vantage point, is inspiring. 


As the spider trusted in the abilities God gave him long ago, he seemed to dance his familiar dance, and then: this masterpiece of effectiveness was born. A tool for God to use to provide for the little spider.


Only a tool. God does the providing.


For the little spider, there’s simply no time to admire his work. Now he must wait, as he stills himself to nothing more than a tiny breath, waiting on God. Waiting for that next provision.  


The same goes for our own lives.  


Such potentially beautiful and effective webs we weave, yet never seeing the full effect, we trust God’s vantage point as He gives us the abilities to further His Kingdom.  


I’ve lived my entire life as an unwavering arachnophobe. But, I guarantee you, I will never look at a spider the same way again.  


I wonder if he’ll be there tomorrow morning. I almost think he won’t be, having effectively taught me the lesson that needed teaching.  


Let me ask you:  

Do you have trouble waiting on the Lord? Trusting Him?  

What about actively using your embedded gifts and talents and giving the outcomes to God? 


Do you even know the gifts God has given you? You do have at least one, you know!  


If not, ask Him to reveal those to you today.  


And then wait. Wait for His answer. 


And always remember to do your very best, but allow God to do the rest.  


Be like the spider.  


Love, Alicia  





Blackberries & Jalapeños

Growing up, we never had blackberries or jalapeños in our home. 


My mother never purchased these foods because, for starters, none of us cared for spicy foods. And second, blackberries can be expensive. 


While I can't recall the first time I ate these beautiful creations of God, I do remember they both became one of my favorites to eat.



Today, as an adult, I grow my own.  


They're two of my ultimate favorite foods. 


As I sat in the humid sun today, I was snacking on some of these organic berries.  


I studied it for a bit before putting it in my mouth, realizing, that without distraction, how incredible it's design really is. 


Which gave me a smile. A smile that reminded me Who's original design this has always been.  


And, it's quite incredible. Beyond our understanding how God's creativity in design is really limitless.  


I won't apologize for overthinking this. Because all of the other times I sat to eat these treats I didn't consider the Designer at all. I just took for granted the fact that these intricacies are to be quickly and mindlessly consumed.


And I say all of that to say that maybe our days would be a bit more sweet and spicy if we just slowed down to consider the creativity of the Great Designer.  


The purpose behind the trouble it took to invent seeds and heart chambers and digestive systems and solar systems. And to know that above all of that complexity and beauty, that we are His favorite accomplishment. We are. 



The filthy, selfish, hateful ones.  


The ones that would rather drive-thru for fries than slow down for backyard produce. 


Waiting for growth and fruit and to admire and consume the sustenance is hard to wait for. But, it's worth the wait. And it makes us happier, healthier, and better equipped to make our Creator proud. 


He is good. His creation is good. And it's so complex and insanely mind-blowing for those who dare to truly notice.  


Serving that Creator means taking care of the bodies He loaned to us: His greatest creations. And so, remain purposeful, friends.


Dare to examine and really be aware of the goodness found in the goodness of God. The foods He's given, the bodies, the abilities, the surroundings, it's all a gift.  



What are your "blackberries & jalapeños" foods? Will you purpose to see the care of God the next time you encounter His creation?  





God's Purpose or Mine?

 "We tend to think that if Jesus Christ compels us to do something and we are obedient to Him, He will lead us to great success.


We should never have the thought that our dreams of success are God's purpose for us. In fact, His purpose may be exactly the opposite.  


We have the idea that God is leading us toward a particular end or a desired goal, but He is not.  


The question of whether or not we arrive at a particular goal is of little importance, and reaching it becomes merely an episode along the way.  


What we see as only the process of reaching a particular end, God sees as the goal itself. 



What is my vision of God's purpose for me? 


Whatever it may be, His purpose is for me to depend on Him and on His power  now.


If I can stay  



and unconfused

while in the middle of the turmoil of life, the goal of the purpose of God is being accomplished in me.  



God is not working toward a particular finish--His purpose is the process itself. 


What he desires for me is that I see "Him walking on the sea" with no shore, no access, no goal in sight, but simply having the absolute certainty that everything is all right because I see "Him walking on the sea" (Mark 6:49).


It is the process, not the outcome, that is glorifying to God.  



God's training is for now, not later. His purpose is for this very minute, not for sometime in the future.  

We have nothing to do with what will follow our obedience, and we are wrong to concern ourselves with it. 

What people call preparation, God sees as the goal itself. 

God's purpose is to enable me to see that He can walk on the storms of my life right now. If we have a further goal in mind, we are not paying enough attention to the present time. 

However, if we realize that moment-by-moment obedience is the goal, then each moment as it comes is precious." 

-O.Chambers, My Utmost For His Highest